Sunday, 21 October 2018

A failure

What have I been so far? 
What have I done so far? 
What am I doing? 
I've failed. 
I've failed at a career. 
I've failed in education. 
I've failed at success.
I've failed at being a son. 
I've failed at being a brother. 
I've failed at being a friend. 
I've failed at being a boyfriend.  
I've failed at being a confidant. 
I've failed at being a lover. 
I've failed at being a husband. 
I've failed at being a relative. 
I've failed at being a family member. 
I've failed at everything to do with others. 
I've failed in the eyes of the society. 
I've failed at life. 
I've failed at everything. 
I've failed at giving myself a logical reason to go on. 
I've failed. 
A failure.  

Saturday, 6 October 2018

Not anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore, 
I don't wanna work anymore, 
I don't wanna try anymore,
I don't wanna be fresh anymore, 
I don't wanna be tired anymore, 
I don't wanna think anymore, 
I don't wanna feel anymore, 
I don't wanna be sad anymore, 
I don't wanna be happy anymore, 
I don't wanna cry anymore, 
I don't wanna smile anymore, 
I don't wanna laugh anymore, 
I don't wanna talk anymore, 
I don't wanna connect anymore, 
I don't wanna express anymore, 
I don't wanna struggle anymore, 
I don't wanna sleep anymore, 
I don't wanna wake up anymore, 
I don't wanna love anymore, 
I don't wanna hate anymore, 
I don't wanna hope anymore, 
I don't wanna breathe anymore. 
I don't wanna do this anymore...