Waiting for the right moment

Want to burst out.

Want to explode.

Want to just cry my heart out and cry my eyes out till there's nothing left.

Don't know why. Don't know why.

Keep stopping myself because its not the right time everytime I feel like it.

Keep stopping myself thinking this is not the right moment.

Want to say so much but have no words.

Want to shout out loud, but can't.

Have so many thoughts in my head, don't know which ones to listen to.

Want to cry and cry and just cry, but don't want to.

It just hurts to hold on and wait.

But what to do, that's how it is.

Waiting for the right moment.......