I know...

You know what’s going on with you when all you think of is one thing…

 

You know what’s wrong with you when all you hear is one thing…

 

You know what’s happening to you when all you can think of is running…

 

You know what’s happening when all you think of is getting away from everyone you know…

 

You know what you wanna do, when anyone talks to you or says anything to you…

 

You know what’s on your mind all the time when you are busy doing something you don’t want to do…

 

You know what’s wrong when you only have quitting feelings….

 

You know what’s going to happen when you lose your self-confidence…

 

You know what’s wrong with you when you don’t know if you will be able to survive anymore…

 

You know you are going into Depression!

 

I know…

Optimist to Pessimist

I used to think I'm an Optimistic person.

But, lately all I feel is negative. All I feel and believe is things won't happen.

Gone is the confidence I had, that whatever happens, things will work. Whatever happens, we will go ahead and complete things and manage.

Now, I don't think we'll even manage.

I knew the pressure was gonna be high. Life without pressure is no life at all.

But, I didn't think I won't have the confidence to face the pressure. That's cause I was an Optimist.

Now, things have started looking different.

I don't believe in myself anymore. That's the worst thing to happen.

I don't know how to change this. I don't like being like this.

This is not Me.

Optimist to Pessimist!

I'm Losing...

I feel I'm Losing...

I feel I'm losing at everything.

I've lost at relationships.

I've lost friends.

I've lost a career.

I've lost my self-esteem.

I've lost my confidence of doing anything.

I've slowly started feeling I'm losing my dreams....

I've started dreaming smaller.

I've changed the way I've started looking at things.

I'm slowly getting into a shell.

I feel I'm going into depression.

I want to fall sick. I don't wanna feel good anymore.

I don't feel like being happy anymore.

I don't know what's happening to me.

I've lowered my own expectations of myself.

I've lost my motivation to do anything.

I've lost patience.

I've lost the passion.

I'm afraid I'll lose the love of my life because of this one day...

I'm Losing...I'm Losing...I'm Losing...

A Bloody Listener!!!

I'm so sick and tired. So sick and tired of listening.

Tired of listening to everyone around. Tired of listening to me!

Feel like my head is about to explode.

Keeping everything within me, keeping everything in my mind, keeping things in my heart....is killing me. Slowly but surely.

At times I feel like just shutting everything out!

Shutting everything and everyone. I'm tired of feeling thinking like this is wrong. I'm tired of listening to myself and my conscience.

I want to go crazy. I want to become an attention seeker.

I'm tired of being quiet. If I don't stop being quiet, I'm afraid I'll end up being quiet forever.

I feel like just giving up at times. But something keeps me going. Maybe its the hope that things will improve in future. Maybe its the hope to make things happen. Maybe its to be with someone I love and make my life a much happier one.

But I'm so tired of listening....I don't know what to do. I keep telling myself I will talk. But I don't. I just don't. Because.....

All I am is A Bloody Listener!!!

A Bloody Listener...