A Bloody Listener!!!

I'm so sick and tired. So sick and tired of listening.

Tired of listening to everyone around. Tired of listening to me!

Feel like my head is about to explode.

Keeping everything within me, keeping everything in my mind, keeping things in my heart....is killing me. Slowly but surely.

At times I feel like just shutting everything out!

Shutting everything and everyone. I'm tired of feeling thinking like this is wrong. I'm tired of listening to myself and my conscience.

I want to go crazy. I want to become an attention seeker.

I'm tired of being quiet. If I don't stop being quiet, I'm afraid I'll end up being quiet forever.

I feel like just giving up at times. But something keeps me going. Maybe its the hope that things will improve in future. Maybe its the hope to make things happen. Maybe its to be with someone I love and make my life a much happier one.

But I'm so tired of listening....I don't know what to do. I keep telling myself I will talk. But I don't. I just don't. Because.....

All I am is A Bloody Listener!!!

A Bloody Listener...