Am I Fine?

I saw you, I was fine.

I stopped seeing you, I was not fine.

I didn't see you, I was fine.

I thought I would never see you again, I was fine.

I saw you, I was fine.

I saw you again, I was not fine.

I wasn't sure if I wanted to see you, I was not fine.

I decided to see you, but not see you, I was fine.

I saw myself, I was not fine.

I again saw myself, I was fine.

Am I fine?