Life.....As We Know It

Life.....

Is so full of complications.

So full of complexities.

You have to do this to get that.
You've to do that to get this.
And then you've got to do that and that to be able to do this.

Everything has to be done keeping others in mind.

Everything you do has a consequence.

Everything has a past, present and future.

Who says Life is Simple?

There are a dozen thoughts that come to our mind every minute.

Thoughts that confuse us, disorient us, give us clarity, stress us out, give us headaches, make us wanna yell out loud, make us wanna punch and break something, make us feel loving.........

As a child, life was good.
Yes, there were all these things that we had to think of.

There were consequences for everything.

But the responsibilities part wasn't there.

Its a part of growing up. Responsibilities.

You are responsible for everything and for many things.

We are not afraid to take those responsibilities. Its the stress that we are afraid of.

Life has its ups and downs.

Dealing with all these isn't always easy.

Having all these confused thoughts about life is also a part of life.

That's Life....

Life.....As We Know It.......

Waiting for the right moment

Want to burst out.

Want to explode.

Want to just cry my heart out and cry my eyes out till there's nothing left.

Don't know why. Don't know why.

Keep stopping myself because its not the right time everytime I feel like it.

Keep stopping myself thinking this is not the right moment.

Want to say so much but have no words.

Want to shout out loud, but can't.

Have so many thoughts in my head, don't know which ones to listen to.

Want to cry and cry and just cry, but don't want to.

It just hurts to hold on and wait.

But what to do, that's how it is.

Waiting for the right moment.......

A Shell

You are A Shell.

Nobody knows what's inside.

You don't know what's outside.

You open the shell just to look out and then close it again.

You don't open the shell to let others know you and See you.

How will they ever know what you're thinking, if you never let them know?

How will they ever know you?

How?

If you don't tell them, how will they know?

What's the point of keeping Quiet? Say something.

Because some things are best left unsaid.
And if you do say something at a point when you're questioned, nobody will believe you and will think this is all made up.

What's the point then?

You can never say all that you want to.
You just can't.

You will just listen to everything as if its true and let it be.

You want to say so much but you are at a loss of words. Because you are not used to using words to express yourself. All you'll do is cry.

That's the only way you know.

You can't change being who you are now. Its too late.

You're A Shell......

A Shell........

Noise

Here I am...

The wind hitting my face constantly.
Making a noise so loud.

The wind has so many things to say.
So many stories to tell.
Stories of happiness.
Stories of sadness.
Stories.......

But when it comes all together. All at once. Its a noise.

A loud noise that you can understand nothing out of.

Noise.....

Pornography or MCPography!

What is Pornography?
Pornography is such material that we view and get turned on. It is erotic material obviously. Comes in many different types.

What is MCPography?
MCP means Male Chauvinist Pig! A typical male trait that is unbearable even to me as a male. Cant even begin to imagine what a female must be thinking about it then.

Why the confusion between these two?
Because Pornography is so male-dominated!
How do women also look at it?
A porn movie s typically about a guy who gets a whore or a woman who comes along for something else and ends up having sex. the man does all sorts of things to the woman and its the man who has an orgasm at the end all over the woman as if she were a doormat or a dirty rug.

Its a man who is satisfied in the movie. Where is the woman ever satisfied? How is it that women get turned on by seeing a man get excited? And if they do.....then how is it that a man also gets excited?
How can people from 2 different sexes get turned on by looking at the same thing?

There's something wrong there!

Why is it MCPography?
Because the image that is portrayed is just that!
A man will get what he wants! The woman's happiness and pleasure does not matter! I mean seriously, how many movies have we seen where a woman has an orgasm!?

Is her pleasure secondary? Or is she a slave in the movie and that's how women are supposed to be treated?

BLOODY HELL!!!

Pornography is so male-centric and male-dominated! It is made keeping in mind a male's ego. Then how is it that a woman likes it? A woman doesn't like the male ego.

If a man were to behave in real life, just like he behaves in the movie, then a woman would never like that. She would abuse him and curse him and call him a Male Chauvinist Pig!

So the question remains!

Pornography or MCPography.............

Reasons

Life is full of Reasons.

Something happens, what do we look for first?
A Reason....

Everything happens for a Reason.

Someone says something.
Someone is happy.
Someone is sad.
Someone is angry.
Someone says nothing.

There's a reason behind every one of these things.

The Human Mind never keeps quiet.
If someone is being unreasonable, we'll try keeping ourselves quiet. But the Mind will drive us bloody crazy.
It'll keep asking us Thousands of Questions! Why? What? Where? Because of? Who? When? Which? How? But why? And it goes on and goes on and damn it, it goes on!

The people who believe everything doesn't need to have a reason are Plain Liars!

We may not know the reasons for certain things. But that doesn't mean there isn't a reason.

Deep down, everyone has the answer to the questions that bother them.

Its the Uncertainty that kills....
The thought that we just don't know a reason for something kills us.

We try keeping ourselves quiet based on assumptions we arrive at while answering our own questions. But we are merely lying to ourselves. But our mind drives us crazy because it can't lie to us.

The Mind will keep getting Frustrated, Irritated, Angry and will start behaving like a Maniac. Things don't easily affect us anymore. We lose our sensitivity. We start losing faith in people.

Uncertainty is the worst thing that can happen.

We need Reasons for everything.
Reasons are the only way our mind will be at Peace.....

Reasons........